Hola! ¡Como estan ustedes? I hope you are all doing great and enjoying the cold. I am currently sweating to death haha I guess I could take off this hoodie..but still. Anyway, this week has been extremely hard, yet very spiritual for me. So do you want the good or the bad news first? Lets start with the bad, so we can end with the good..yeah?
B U E N O.
So as all of you know, I have been pretty sick for a lot of my time here in Uruguay. The past two weeks of my mission have been spent in bed, or at the doctors office (and the temple once! :)) We have been through test after test, medication after medication trying to figure out what´s causing my stomach problems, and how we can fix it. Unfortunately we aren´t finding any answers...and the doctors honestly don´t have a clue. To give you an idea..the last doctor we visited was googling the name of the different tests to do..haha Ma´m? Anyway..President Smith called me last night with the devastating news that he feels it´s time for me to go home, and get the medical attention that I need. After coming up with every reason not to go, and every excuse to stay...(really every excuse..I told him I would sit in the offices for a change and index. haha INDEX.) After presenting every other option...he decided for me that I was to go home, recover, and return in the Lords time. He doesn´t trust the doctors here, and is worried about the permanent damage I could be doing to my stomach by waiting it out any longer..Entonces, I am boarding a flight tonight at 11PM. As hard as this is for me, I am trying my hardest to accept the Lords will for me...even if it doesn´t fit into the plans I have for myself...My heart is literally broken..but I am trying to stay happy and positive and trust in the Lord. I take comfort in His words ¨I will not fail thee or forsake thee.¨ I know that I will be okay, and that for whatever reason, the Lord needs me at home right now. I plan to return to my mission once everything is back to normal, and in the mean time, if any of you need anything please don´t hesitate to call! (once I get a phone again haha..until then, you all have my email) Thank you all so much for your love and prayers.
So I´m sure you´re all ready for some good news..right? Good. Me too. Well for one, I finished the Book of Mormon in two weeks!!!!! New record baby! And I have never learned so much..I had a temporary companion and I was reading and she was sitting there and I was like ¨I´m sorry I´m being so boring...BUT HAVE YOU READ THIS BOOK!?¨ and she was like...¨yeah.¨ haha okay then! But really, it´s the best..i recommend it for all. I want to tell you all about an experience I had after one of those dreadful tests I had. So they put me under..and when I was waking up, I had an experience that I don´t even remember. Hermana Bingham was in the room and my eyes were closed and I started talking to her in complete Spanish (holla!..I don´t know what ¨holla¨ is in Spanish or i would´ve used that) After about five minutes of small talk..I stopped mid-sentence and said ¨Dios diho que todo esta bien¨ ¨Dios diho que El tiene un plan muy especial para mi¨and I just kept repeating it over and over again...Oh in English ¨God said that everything was going to be okay.¨ ¨God has a very special plan for me.¨ then she asked if He told me that while I was sleeping and I said ¨Si.¨ She told me that my facial expression was full of peace..Like I knew that everything was going to be okay. As I knew then, I know now that everything is going to be okay. I know that Lord has a plan for me and I am s l o w l y by surely learning to trust it. So whatever happens over the next few months, I know that it is all for a reason. Although I am devastated...and truly heart broken, I am trying to stay happy and grateful for the time that I have had to serve this beautiful country, these amazing people, and my Heavenly Father. My memories are priceless and the things that I have learned from my experience in the first four months of my mission, will truly bless my life and my family forever! FOR THAT...I am grateful. FOR THAT...I am happy. and FOR THAT...I will cheerfully accept the Lords will for me and my eternal progression. I will apply the knowledge that I´ve obtained and continue without any doubt that He lives and that He loves me, and is mindful of me.
Other than all of that...not much has happened this week. We got to go to a baptism and I got to see Hermana Reed. I also got to talk on the phone with Hermana Paris and we cried like little babies haha we love each other. Hermana Chen and I said our goodbyes this morning, and that wasn´t fun..But we both have faith that I will get better and be back to Uruguay in no time! :) Carmelo has THREE baptisms this next week, and church attendance doubled this week!!!! VAMO ARRIBA NO MAS!!!! I am so grateful for the elders, and for them watching over Carmelo for Hermana Chen and I. They are working so hard to hasten the work...and I trust them to get things done during my time at home!!! I love being a missionary and I don´t plan on stopping when I get home. I love this work, and watching the gospel change peoples lives. There truly isn´t anything that can bring a person more joy..I really believe that! I am sad..but I am happy. I don´t know if that makes sense..But that´s how I feel. I will see you all real soon., (and I mean it this time!) Thank you all again for your love support and prayers...and if anyone wants to go to the temple with me over the next month or so...hit me up! Because I have a feeling I´ll be going a lot!!
NOS VEMOS PRONTO FAMILIA Y AMIGOS. LES QUIERO MUCHISIMO.
-Hermana Sorenson
PS: So sorry that nothing funny happened this week to keep you laughing...it hurts me too. ¡Chau chau!